i don’t like going to the gym at my apartments because it doesn’t compare to escondido’s LA fitness ]: </3 i miss it over there and seeing the regular people & ish..the equipment over there is so simple and easy and over here it’s like high tech and i don’t understand shit….
but i need to get back in to running my daily mile runs
my 30 minute elliptical workouts & my arm workouts to
get rid of these fatass arms -_______-
i’ve felt the pain of having one on your finger.
&i wanna feel the pain of getting tatted on the wrist.
idk, but piercings and tattoos have a wonderful sensation.
i want to get something else pierced, but i got all the
piercings i want.
indeed it is.
BAHAHAHAHAH omg i need to stop;
but it’s so entertaining
shit girl, last time i stopped eating i lost a little weight.
omg, the shit my friends go through and look at is hilarious.
yesterday was my aunt’s birthday. she passed a week before.
and when we did our prayer for her we sang happy birthday
right after & my heart sank.
i just want to be home & be around my family.
especially since my cousins are here for a certain
amount of time before they leave back to hawaii/new mexico
i just need to make sure everyone’s alright.
need these in my life <3
I should start posting all these damn corny relationship things so maybe my boyfriend would get a hint
i don’t know what’s wrong with me lately, but my creative flow
has been sucking lately. i can’t think, i can’t design, i can’t draw.
-___________-
even my outfits have been sucking lately.
i need to shop, i haven’t gotten out to get inspirations or whatever.
+ i must carry my journal with me everywhere.
i have social networking stalkers.
x0x0
Jazztine <3
today was my aunt’s funeral. the first funeral i’ve ever been too.
every time i saw my cousins or my other aunties or my uncle cry
it was a punch in the heart and i would just tear up as well.
and when my auntie connie was finally going to lay at rest,
my grandma cried so hard and yelled out her name as the
casket was lowering. that struck me so hard and flashed back
so many family memories & my auntie’s soft voice and laugh.
but it was nice. i saw family i haven’t seen in a while, and i
saw my kuya’s ex girlfriend which i was sort of close to
and the family definitely misses her.
imagine being 25 and to never think you’d be struck by cancer.
and when you’re in your late 50’s your body gets obtained by
such a dreaded unexpected disease.
my family will stay strong for her.
Rest In Peace
Consolation Gariby Valdez
- thank you for supporting and believing in me.
thank you for being there when my mom would be mean.
thank you for comforting me in the times of need.
and thank you for accepting who i am <3
as the quote goes…
live life like there’s no tomorrow
you’ll never know when the lord needs you up there.
I have been wanting this Sketchbook since I first saw pictures of it in a forum I frequent. Why would I want this? Because the pages aren’t blank.
Because its actually pictures of blank walls in NY! I find it to be really amazing!
I ordered this book from Overstock.com and it was terrible, from ohio to CA it took 1 week and a half. It was in SD for 4 days, just because the way the mailed it out to me.
no joke.
BAHAH no but some guy that looks exactly like him
with the same tatts goes to my schoolomg i thought you were talking about the OLIVER from project runway! nevermind! lol
ahaha no love [;
but you NEED to visit me and my school.
you’d die for the boys at my school …[;
I fucking love Wiz Khalifa!
no joke.
BAHAH no but some guy that looks exactly like him
with the same tatts goes to my school
